Once I get over one hurdle...here comes another

You know it seem like once I get over one hurdle, another one arises.  It is so hard, especially in my life with having four children under the age of 4-1/2, to not let negativity and doubt filter into my mind, but thankfully I have The Lord on my side.  

This last month has probably been more than I really expected it to be.  Nothing has went as I planned.  The babies have got sick, but with some good tlc they are better.  Plans have just changed, and with a anal person like me that can really get ya down.  So, what do I do, turn to the one true thing in my life...my savior.  

Sometimes I get caught up in my crazy, busy life that sprung upon me a year ago, and that is ever changing.  I try hard to not let my business take away the one truth that will always be in my life...Jesus.  But, I always stop myself when I'm going too fast, and say, Hey Tiffany - Look to your Heavenly Father, because HE will never steer you wrong.  

With all this said.  All the life events the past couple of years, and here the past month, have put some hurdles in one of dreams.  A dream to be a teacher one day.  That may sound very small to some, but as most of you know it's very big to me.  This last week as I was discussing some of the current hurdles I must overcome for my teaching career with one of my professors, she reminded me of some things, but also was encouraging and positive.  I really needed that.  Thank you lord for the awesome professors that I have been blessed with.  I may have not been the best student, and they may not know how much I cherish them, but they are truly the best at what they do, and have been a blessing to me.  AND I for one will always remember them, and the values (and so much more) of a teacher that they taught me. 

The other hurdle is my knee situation.  Not sure what to think.  Maybe I should have put my surgery on the back burner, and chanced possible knee replacement one day.  I don't know.  I've been trying to rehab it, and my knee is having difficulties.  Maybe it's normal, I don't know.  I should hear back from my doctor tomorrow.  I just broke down this evening, and here I can't go to sleep when I'm completely wore out.  I need my sleep.  I need my health.  I need my mind.  Lol.  But, most of all I just need Jesus, and so that is what I'm focusing on.  HE will guide me.  HE will give me wisdom.  HE will carry me over all the hurdles that are here, and any in the future.  I just need to remind myself of that.  

In closing, as y'all are my sweet, and faithful bloggers.  Please add me to your prayers.  Some are spoken about here, and some are unspoken.  Life. 

Love, blessings, and by HIS grace,

Tiffany Ann

From one of my devotionals today.