31 weeks 2 days
Today I woke up thinking when is the mom of triplets plus a 4 year old going to hit me? I sometimes walk around in a daze after thinking about it too long, because it just seems crazy. I mean really, is this real?!
Well, a little bit of this hit me about thirty minutes ago when Dr. H checked my cervix and all that. She found that I am 50% effaced, and when she said it I suddenly had a huge lump in my throat. Got teary eyed. Her words were, "The time is getting closer, and anything can happen at any moment." She said she was not worried at all, but that I really really need to be strict with bed rest, and always have another person with me, especially when I have Beau. So, reality is starting to sink in. My mind keeps running back to Beau right now. That little turkey means so much to me, and you all know he is a momma's boy. I just know he is going to miss me playing with him even more now during this time, and the times I will just not be able to do what he wants. So, I'm going to pray about that, because it is bothering me. Anywho, back to the check up. Dr. H did say that I am not dilated yet so that is good. She just reiterated several times to not do anything if I want to make longer. I can say I am just going to rest. I'm totally not ready for all this yet.
Gram is taking me to my NST now. Please keep me in your prayers. I am very thankful and grateful for every one of them.
Dearest Tiffany,
ReplyDeleteFinally had time to join as a friend to your blog so I can respond to your updates...I have treasured all of them and enjoy rereading them when I have time. (I gaze in wonder at the pictures of my tiny grandsons!).
I know other family members, (especially great grandpa, "Papaw") also enjoy every word/picture about your amazing journey, the tiny ones development/ updates, and of course information about Beau, Russ and the adventures of the growing Daily family.
Next week my work schedule changes, so I will able to help during the week by 4 PM..., (playing with Beau makes Nana's day :) I want to help in any way I can, please do not hesitate to contact me to establish a schedule so that we can allow you to get the bedrest needed!
Yes...Time does go by very fast...Your little "Turkey" will be a full grown "gobbler" before you know it....watching Beau play, his blond hair and boundless energy, so much like Russ!!! The feelings you have as your children grow and develop into wonderful human beings is very hard to describe in words...now you will have that love in triplicate!!!! It will be a lot of work, but nothing in the world can compare to the harvest of LOVE that children bring. With God's grace, and blessings, the time will come when that Love is compounded beyond anything you can imagine, and you will hold your GRANDCHILD!!!!!! (or three of them 8D )
I wonder if all three will share your's and Rusty's light blond hair?
Much love to you and all 5 Daily boys!!!!
Have no doubt that All of you are constantly in my prayers!