Mother's Day

Today just wouldn't be Mother's Day without all the regular everyday stuff thrown in. So I have to admit, my day is so far the same as every other day.  

The past few days I have been thinking a lot of my momma, and wish she were here.  She would have so much fun with my boys, and I actually had such a vivid dream last night of her.  Me and the boys went to Gram's, and all the family was there, but there was my beautiful momma sitting right in the middle of the living room playing with the boys.  Laughing, and oh did her laugh just make me smile.  It seemed so real, until I woke up, and realized I was dreaming.  Not sure why I dreamed that other than she has been on my mind a lot lately.  Whenever I have talked to family or friends that have mentioned her to me, they seem to always talk how beautiful she was on the inside and out, and say that she had a contagious laugh that was truly sweet.  It makes me smile when I hear these things, cause it helps me get to know her since I was just a toddler when she went to be with Jesus.  

As I flipped through photo albums today I laughed, I cried, I laughed and cried, and then I prayed.  I miss her more than anything, and wish she was here. I do get down about it, but God reminds me that in heaven there are no tears.  So I then just pray, and know that one day I will see her again.  

Thankful we have a gracious and merciful savior that can walk us through this life.  I don't know what I would do without Jesus, especially in the motherhood department.  Lol.  If I didn't pray daily, even when I feel like it's just words sometimes, I would be a total hot mess.  Well I already am a hot mess most of the time, lol, but y'all know what I mean.  So thankful that God gave me four sweet, and precious boys to be their mother.  I pray that God gives me guidance, encouragement, grace, mercy, and wisdom to nurture and raise my boys in the right way.  

My prayer for all you momma's reading this is that you see the light in your lives through Gods blessing of children to you.  Children are truly a blessing from God, and for that I am grateful.  Happy Momma's Day frans from this Okie chic!  I hope your day is a beautiful one!

She always wore the aviator shades, and before I ever realized it I have too since I was a teenager.  Just like my momma.  

The look.  Lol.  Must have been serious on this one.

Such a cutie.  Brant looks a lot like her in her baby pics.  So does Beau.  

I could share and share pics forever, but I gotta get ready to go to Grams.  She's the other Momma in my life.  So thankful for her too, and don't know what I would do without her. 

Mothers Give Us Wings.  Happy Mother's Day to all y'all momma's 

I will hopefully get to post another one today with pics of my four sweet boys, and my Gram.  

Ok, gotta get.  ;)