Thinking back on all the things that I have went through during this pregnancy, which compared to other women with triplet pregnancies, it really is not much. But, when visiting my high risk doctor in the early months I became scared to death of what could possibly go wrong. Especially with the type of triplets that i have. They tell you all the possibilities so you can not only prepare, but also for you to try and be as careful as possible. I understood all that for sure, but I never even had one clue that God would be so merciful to me. Why?! I do not even feel worthy of all HIS blessings, and yet HE still keeps blessing me. I have felt this way my whole life, about being blessed. It is something I wish I could explain in concrete terms, but if you just have faith and trust in HIM you will or already know what I am talking about. Anywho, just very thankful for each passing day for these babies to develop more before they are born.
In all honesty when I found out I was pregnant, it was quite the shock for me, just was not ready to add to our family for a while. I was finishing up my second degree in Early Childhood Education, and Beau was just to the age of having lots of fun. But, what was even more of a shock was the day I found out i was preggo twins, then three weeks later triplets. I mean wow. As you all know I absolutely love kiddos, and have always wanted a handful. Just not all at once. At first I was unhappy, stressed, worried, overwhelmed, and the list could go on. But, with prayer and renewed faith in HIS plan I know HE knows I can handle this, and that I will love these babies just as much as I love my first son.
Thank you, thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart for the continued prayers. If I could hug each of you right now I would. Love you all!
Have a blessed Sunday!
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